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me so lonely. i think i'm strong enaff. but, the reality is i'm not. i've friend. true friend. whenever i have problem, the one in my mind are them. not because i think of them only when i've problem. but,only when i talk with them i can be ok. for a moment. 

but, the truth is, i'm not talking about my problem with them, but anything else. pretending like i've no problem. talking about my problem with someone else is not me. i'm not the type of person which like to share his/her problem with someone else. not because i'm too 'belagak'. i've tried. too much. my heart want to talk so many thing but not my mouth. whenever i tried to talk about my problem, my heart hurt too much, and the tears will come non stop. i hate it!

that day, i cried and nobody else know why. someone ask me "why dont you tell us about that. kau jenis yang suka pendam perasaan sorang2 kan. bila kau rasa nak nangis, kau nangis. bila kau rasa kau dah ok, then you back to normal. how can your feeling change that fast huh?" you know why? TERBIASA. only that.  since i'm a kid, i've no one to talk to. i've to be strong. eventhough i'm not. i have to, not because i want to. sometimes, i'm tired of my own feeling.

"It's okay to cry because we're just human but promise yourself, you'll get up and be stronger everytime you fall."

"Nobody really knows how much anyone else is hurting. We could be standing next to someone who is completely broken and we'd never know it."

found this from the other site. just want to share.

just want you to know, whenever you got problem, we always here for you :)

p/s: "A best friend is a gift from God, He gives you this precious person to remind you that you're not alone."